Fatally Pathetic: The Story of an Ill-fated Conception by Herbert L. Hilliard.
Put down and demeaned starting at a very early age by the person expected most to be affectionate and uplifting towards me. The woefully pathetic one(me) has made a living of habitually making bad choices and decisions in every aspect of my pathetic life.
My feelings of sexual inadequacy regarding the size of my penis has influenced me into engaging in homosexual activity, tormenting and physically abusing women, becoming an introvert, and, by any set of standards, making a total and complete mockery of my life.
Spending a decade in the grips of a drug addiction and being infected with HIV, I nonetheless continue to make every effort to achieve something noteworthy of myself by overcoming the deranged and morbid mindset that has dictated my life.
This is my autobiography in tragic brief. I do not have fame or fortune but I truly believe that many people can relate to my life story.
Those who have experienced disaffection in the family, abuse drugs, are infected with HIV, have a feeling of sexual inadequacy, and who make every effort to grow and achieve but always come up short will feel right at home reading my story because it is a carbon copy of their own.